Never-trust-a-duckk

I'm awkward and I'm stupid when I try talk to you I stutter and I mumble and tremble all way through I apologize profusely when I did nothing wrong I can't even join in when I can hear my favourite song I'm negative and stubborn I try protect my pride but deep down I know very well I'm insecure inside I stay away from people they give me quite a fright this fear makes me quite lonely and depressed all through the night I tried to talk to someone I tried so hard to meet but they were cold and unaware my standards weren't complete I panic and I whimper when I step out of line when someone wants to help me I turn and say

I'm sorry, I didn't choose to be born this way. I can't control it. Please don't hate me. I'm so lost and confused. When I want to say something, I can't. I start to over heat. My hands start to tremble and become numb. I loose all concentration. I can't breath. I wheeze uncontrollably, Trying to hide it from others. My heart feels like it's going to beat out of my chest. The walls are closing in. I want to scream, But no one will hear me. I begin to cry. I can hear them all laughing. I'm getting stares. I'm going to pass out. I'm going to die! No one will help me. No one understands. No one can hear me. The voic